It;s been a while

To all my faithful fellow blog readers. I know it has been a while since I last wrote and I have grea reasonings for it. A lot has been going on and God has had to show me a lot the last couple of weeks. I am going to share them with you, but first I would like to spread this word of wisdom that the Lord keeps placing on my heart. Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not unto your own understanding. I'll explain that one in a mintue.

For the past week I have tried to sit down and blog and as soon as I start typing it just doesn't feel right. So I save the draft, leave and come back to it if I feel it's right later and you know what? It's not. I do have a whole bunch of amazing God stories that are blog worthy, but God has not been allowing me to write them for you to read because right now is not the time. You see, I have been looking for the threads God is sowing. I have literally been going INSANE in my head trying to figure out the things God is doing. I mean I am really trying to figure out and look for the reasoning as to WHY is this happening, WHY did this come up, WHY can't I shake this feeling? Then one day God slapped me over the head "I have been telling you, LEAN NOT UNTO YOUR OWN UNDERSTANDINGS!" I was blaming all these thoughts on Satan, and the world, and going crazy trying to figure things out. And it was rough, really rough, really exhausting. God wants you to know and me, to just trust Him. He is not the God that needs for people to figure Him out because you may never be able to see why He does what He does. Just trust Him, Trust His choices, Trust His confort, Trust the path He leads you down, Trust the prayers He answers, Trust the prayers He doesn't, Trust that He knows what He's doing , take comfort in the fact you TRUST that He is gonna be with you during all of your ups and downs, in and outs, and slip slides to the left and right. Trust that WE SERVE A GOD THAT WILL NOT LEAD YOU WRONG. And even though it may not make sense at the time, Trust that He is gonna be with you through it all. Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not unto you own understanding. God does NOT need to answer to us, We have to answer to Him. So just trust Him.
My second lesson of the week, is that GOD needs to be my source. God uses people to deliver His word all the time, God uses people to pray healing prayers all the time, God uses people to minister to others all the time, God uses people to do His will all the time. But these people are not The Source for God. These people are the people GOD chooses to work through. The source comes from God, they are just His pawns. I have been looking to other people to find the answers to my questions about God instead of just listening to God Himself. I have been borderline using these people to GET TO GOD. Crazy thing about that is Jesus did that already. jesus paved the path for me to get to God, and I am trying to use these people to get to Him. Well, guess what, I have direct access to God already. So my friends. REMEMBER, that GOD needs to be your source!

On another note, the prayer list has been great! God has been answering prayers RIDICULOUSLY!! So if you have needs you want to lift up to God, it's never to late to pray for them! If you want help praying just ask, and I'll add you to the prayer list and I will pray for you too!

PJ's First Birthday

Totday is my son's first birthday. One year ago my beautiful baby boy entered inton this world with God's loving hands. Lord I pray that you will continue to bless our family as we grow in your name. I also pray that you will continue to be with our baby son PJ as he grows up and prepare to do your will on earth. Lord In Jesus name AMEN~!

My Prayers

TO GOD BE THE GLORY THIS MORNING~!
I am truly amazed at how BIG and when I say BIG I MEAN HUMONOUSLY LARGELY HUGE our God is. As I sit here and think of all the things God is doing in SOOOOO many peoples lives. I really am sitting here practically in tears at all the prayers God is answering this last month. God is not just answering prayers in a little way. He is doing in a much bigger way than I could have ever imagined.
Two weeks ago, my mom told me that all of us had a John Hancock Fund that fell below the minimum requirement. Because of that they were gonna start charging a service fee to keep the money in the accounts, so my parents decided to start pulling the money out of our accounts. When she asked what I wanted to do with it, I said just roll it over to a different account. A week later she said she got the paper work for it in the mail, than God spoke to me. He said "Heather You have been praying for your finances, and here is the money...Use it to get urselves out of debt." Today, I called my mom, Our check came in the mail. we are able to pay off all of our medical bills and our last credit card bill. God DOES NOT want us living in debt. And I truly believe because we have been sooo faithful to Him, He is blessing us in a bigger way than I could ever have imagined. Because that's what God does. God doesn't just give you the good. He gives you more than you need! You see when I first posted the prayer for our finances on this blog, I loved the thought of God paying off our debt, but I really only figured He would give us enought to get rid of it over the next couple of months!! I didn't think He would have done it in this way!!! So I am giving this as a personal testimony that GOD WILL PROVIDE YOU and HE WILL GIVE YOU MORE THAN YOU EVER EXPECTED!

Lord Jesus, I thank you for being the faithful faithful God YOU are. Glory to you Loprd, because you are a PRAYER ANSWERING GOD!!!! I thank you for giving me the strength and the courage to follow through with your will, and I thank you for being the glorious beuing that you are!! You are MY GOD, You are the beginning and the end! You are the ultimate in all things GOOD!!! Thank You in YOUR HOLY NAME! AMEN!